Nomally I don't prearrage for fair what I'm going to say when I communicate someone.
I talked with someone. I felt vaguely I had some topics. I finished several topics and started last topic with thinking. Suddenly I noticed that I would have been out of line for making such a communication. I have so much to say but those were not to know. I was so upset and lost my control. Words failed me. I wraped up talking with ill-assorted apology.
I face contradiction. I'm afraid I might be incoherent or express dim views. Hmm...
Should I be honest without words ?